He cut off a little more than I was expecting D:
Shaking my head doesn't make my hair move anymore -.-
Well okay, I had morning classes. But classes from noon onward were canceled. Which works for me, as it got me out of Heat Transfer (which means the homework isn't due until friday now). The funny part is, it's not even that bad out. The snow hasn't even really stuck on the roads. Which is ironic, because last time it snowed the roads were horrendous, and classes were still in session. I think the chancellor is just trying to avoid more angry emails.
On a side note, I haven't had a haircut since september. Normally I have a military cut, but I decided to let it grow out. I might point out that my mother hates this. I considered posting a picture here, but I decided not to. If you talk to me regularly on msn, you've seen me anyway. I think I'm going to go get it trimmed, as it's begun curling in the back. Since it isn't curling anywhere else, I think it looks kinda stupid :S
On another side note, I just had to close and reopen firefox. Know how when you have the internet window open, it displays the name of the web page at the top and at the bottom on the task bar? Well I seem to have managed to make firefox display those in japanese. I should also say that how I managed this is beyond me- I am baffled. However, closing and reopening the browser seems to have reset it to english.
Oh well...
Oh yeah, and since today was a snow day, I have no idea if the shuttles are still running. Which means, if they aren't, then I can't make it to this supposed Pride Alliance group meeting- if they are even still meeting tonight. *sigh*
So yeah, this one boy in music theory. I kept finding myself... watching him. Is that weird? He has a lot of the same habits and mannerisms that I do. Touches his face a lot, like I do. Rests his head in his hands the same ways that I do. Does this funny thing with his feet where he puts one foot on top of the other, just like I do. He wears an old baseball hat that just makes him even cuter. Is it weird of me to notice these things? IDK. Hes hot though :S
I almost made a comment that totally would have outed me today.
I guess if I'm going to tell this story then I should first say that there are 3 bisexual girls in my classes. Everyone knows they are into girls as well, and... well, nobody cares. (So basically I'm not sure why I'm still so scared.)
Anyway, a few of us were sitting in the computer lab earlier today, and one of the girls was talking about how she could always point out all the guys that were gay when she was in high school, and that when they came out later in college, she was like 'it's about time.' To which I desperately wanted to respond with one of two comments:
"So, what about me? Am I gay?"
or
"So, can you tell that I am gay then?"
I almost did it. It was at the tip of my tongue. But I held back. I'm not sure why... it was a good opportunity to just do it and get it over with. *sigh* oh well. I might talk to her later when I'm more comfortable. I'm just not sure how these girls can be so comfortable with the idea of being attracted to the same sex. They talk about how they had crushes on certain girls in high school, and I'm just like... o_O thanks for sharing I guess...
But even if I did manage to come out at school, doing so to my family would be COMPLETELY different. I'm not sure that I can....
I went to find this supposed pride alliance group on campus. According to the email that I received, they meet on wednesdays at 6pm on south campus. Well I went to the specified room, on the specified day of the week, at the specified time, and nobody was there (I went once last semester as well, also to find nobody there... I don't think I mentioned that on here). Do you have any idea how much this infuriates me? I built up the courage to go (twice) and found only disappointment (twice).
I'm going to send her another email...
I moved back into the dorms. On my way here, I stopped at a convenience store to buy a half gallon of milk, and the cashier called me 'hun.' Oh yeah, and it was a man. >_>
So that's my awkward moment of the week. Not that I minded, of course :P
Anyway, I got 3 of my text books this semester from one of the students that's a year ahead of me. All 3 books for $100 (that's a great deal btw- they would have cost over $100 EACH at the bookstore). And, since 2 of the books this semester are the same, I only have 2 books left to buy (I think). My Heat Transfer book, which new is like... $170. But the bookstore has used ones, last time I checked. Unfortunately I hadn't brought my check book along with me, so I hope they still have a used copy there tomorrow morning. The other would be the Basic Music Theory course I signed up for, as a general education course. But I'm not entirely sure that it even has a textbook. I guess we'll see.
By the way, I continue to find myself making eye contact with one of the boys in my classes. I'm not sure why >_> I don't honestly think I'm worth staring at. (He is though :P)
*hugs*
The box is her favorite toy. And that's my brother's leg, not mine btw..
Again, not my hand. Sorry :P
She likes to sit on top of the scratching post with her back legs hanging on either side.
She's pretty cute. But she's also naughty. We've nicknamed her "Nightmare."
She's staring at the neck strap for the camera.
Her box again
I figure it isn't fair to put all these kitten photos and leave the dog out. He turns his head when he barks. (He's a weird dog.)
The dog loves to play with the cat. And he's really good about it too, she rarely yells at him seriously.