Sigh

My mom kind of pissed me off in the car today. She was going on and on about how she was going to live with me and clean my house for me. She said 'she would live in one wing of the house and "my wife and I" could live in the main building.' I was like.. wtf mom, no you are not going to live with me. She seems to have some kind of delusion that I'm going to live in a mansion or something. And the wife comment pissed me off because she put me through the stress of answering that question "do you think you're gay?" for the first time. I answered honestly, and she seems to have rejected my answer.

ARRGHHH

I didn't say anything to her, I simply shook my head.



P.S.
I always thought people were silly for claiming to have fallen in love over the internet.
:S

I rather detest valentine's day

Sure it sounds bitter, think whatever you want. It seems like a day designed to remind people of how lonely they are. I kind of feel bad for my brother- his birthday is in two days (so we had cake today).

There was something else I was going to post about today, but I can't seem to recall what it was. So instead, have some kitten photos. Captions are below each one.

The box is her favorite toy. And that's my brother's leg, not mine btw..

Again, not my hand. Sorry :P

She likes to sit on top of the scratching post with her back legs hanging on either side.

She's pretty cute. But she's also naughty. We've nicknamed her "Nightmare."

She's staring at the neck strap for the camera.

Her box again

I figure it isn't fair to put all these kitten photos and leave the dog out. He turns his head when he barks. (He's a weird dog.)

The dog loves to play with the cat. And he's really good about it too, she rarely yells at him seriously.

Apologies for the relatively long post, even if most of it is pictures.

I got a haircut

He cut off a little more than I was expecting D:

Shaking my head doesn't make my hair move anymore -.-

>_>

Today, I was told by a classmate that I write my notes and homework like a teacher. I'm not entirely sure how I should feel about this. >_>

Finals are upon us...

I have exactly 10 exams between now and Christmas. Exciting, right? -_-

I have two exams tomorrow, one friday, and two monday. Monday is the last day to give in class exams before finals, so all of my classes are fitting them in now. Then finals start on December 17th, so I have 5 finals. It's a depressing schedule D:

On the bright side, my nuke prof (who is also my advisor) said that this is the worst semester, and if I can get through it, I'm pretty much golden to graduate. So that's good.

Anyway, back to books, talk to you guys later.

*hugs*

Gay is not a synonym for stupid.

Seriously

It's been pissing me off quite a lot lately.

Or am I just being hypersensitive?

Well, if people think I am, then I don't really care, it still pisses me off.

Can't think of a good and/or witty/funny title.

When I was ~15 years old, I thought I had depression and I asked my mother (several times) to speak to a psychiatrist. She just shrugged it off and told me I was imagining it. (wtf who says that to their kid)

And then when she asked if I was gay and I said yes, 'maybe I should talk to someone if I am confused.'

This pisses me off.


Sorry for the random babble.

What.

So, I didn't post it here but I went to see Transformers 2 last week :P I liked it.

But during the previews, someone did something (I can't remember exactly what) and I said "I would never do that." So my mom turns to me and says "Why? The girls like it."
And I was like
.......................

Why the hell would I lie about something like this? I mean, she asked ME, it's not like I went to her and told her! If she's not going to believe me when I say yes then why the fuck did she ask me in the first place?

ARGH
I'm frustrated.


Oh and tomorrow is July 4th, so Happy Independence Day for all the US bloggers :)

I'll try to get some more dragon photos in my next post, I've been lazy about them...

hugs

Sadness

Well I don't typically keep up with the news much (it's bad, I know) but I read Mr. HCI's blog and discovered that our new president has already backstabbed us. :( I was hoping he wouldn't.
*sigh*




Well in slightly happier news, I went in the pool today. It was cold >.<
But my brother had a (cute) friend over and they were in the pool so I spent much of the day enjoying the view (aka perving) ;)

Sorry, I don't have any new dragon pics today... I was too lazy to take any. Next time :P

hugs

I wish I had the answers

I frequently lie awake at night wondering what the point of life is. Why do we live, only to die? All I really have are guesses- I'm not so arrogant to pretend to know the answer. But man, it would be nice to know, lol. I like to think that after death we are given some answers. I'd hate to live life as one of those novels you absolutely love, and then get no closure at the end. It's like wtf? what happened D:

But I guess I'm just babbling now.


Well I did take a few pictures of a different dragon for you guys ;D
Here- 1, 2, 3, 4
The fourth picture is the same angle as the second one, except I turned the flash on. I think it looks better :)

Okay I guess that's all for now

hugs

Warm -_-

So... It was over 80 degrees today -_-
I kind of dislike really hot weather.... and the pool isn't uncovered yet, so... yeah.

Today was kind of.... meh
I took a nap and woke up with a headache a few hours ago, and its been there ever since. And it doesn't help that I feel lethargic, lol. Maybe it's because of the pollen or something.

Anyway, I wanted to post something about myself, so here goes.......
I'm 20 years old
I'm gay (yes those were kind of obvious)
I'm a chemical engineering student at UMass (just declared the nuclear option recently)
I'm a lot more chatty online than I ever have been in real life -_- I'm actually quite shy
I sat in front of the computer for 20 minutes trying to come up with an email that wouldn't sound really stupid the first time I emailed m-boy :/ (And now I started a blog lol)
I love manga, I read quite a few of them :D
Bah I can't think of anything else right now. I'd have to make a list over a period of time or something.

hugs :D