It's been getting worse.

My testicle pain, that is. I called the doctor yesterday, and they called be back today to inform me that they made an appointment with a specialist (the time of which I had no say in, so now I have to miss a class). So we'll see what's going on there hopefully.

In other news, I was on the bus, heading back to my dorm, and the bus driver stopped at a light. Well, there was a minivan across on the other side of the intersection with an ambulance behind it (with the lights and sirens on). Well, when the lights turned green, the guy in front of the ambulance tried to turn right to get out of the way, but our bus driver (who was old) apparently decided he was more important than an ambulance and made sure he got to turn left first.

I was just like
...
You don't cut off a fucking ambulance you dickwad.
No matter how badly some of us might want to get back to our rooms, the ambulance has the right of way. I kind of wanted to smack him in the back of the head.


Oh yeah, there's also a hot boy in my unit ops lab :D
We kept making eye contact lol, I stopped looking at him after a while :P

Well, that's all I've got for now

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Clean

Well the ultrasound was... uncomfortable. Having a random woman rub gel on my balls is not exactly my idea of fun.

But, I just spoke to my doctor on the phone and he said everything looks okay with the ultrasound.

Problem is the new medications seem to be giving side effects, so he's told me to stop taking them. I've been sick to my stomach all day.

He told me I seem to have an inflammation issue, and that I should take a warm bath and sit in the warm water for 20 minutes once a day, and also to take 2 ibuprofen 3x a day.

Oh and my mother also just informed me that when my uncle had this issue, the doctor told him it was blocked up, so he should 'get more action' from his wife.

Therefore, the optimal solution is a boyfriend, right? RIGHT? :)

Ok that's all I've got for now.

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Update

I'm alive. Just have been talking more on msn than blogging. Dunno, I just didn't feel like posting most of the time.

Anyway, the antibiotic didn't work. I went to the doctor again today. I'm on a new one, and have an ultrasound appointment for tomorrow night.

If you have no idea what I'm talking about, read the first paragraph of this post.

Other than that, nothing interesting has happened.

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Epididymitis

So like a week ago my left testicle had a bit of pain in it. I thought maybe I was just being paranoid after reading Josh's blog posts about having pain down there and shrugged it off as imagined the first couple times. Then I was like okay maybe I slept on it wrong. But wednesday night (I was dog-sitting for my uncle at the time) it became a constant ache. And last night (thursday) I pretty much cried myself to sleep cause of the pain. So this morning I went to the doctor, and it turns out I have epididymitis, which is apparently inflammation caused by some kind of infection. So now I'm on an antibiotic and waiting for that to start bringing the pain level down.


In other news, my mom was telling me about how my father should take me to a strip club for my 21st birthday. And all I said was 'no.' And she said 'why you might like it, you never know' and I just said 'no.' She wouldn't freaking just let it go! I'm like wtf.

I'm considering confronting her about it. I had formed this conversation in my head with me saying something like this:
"Look, you put me in an incredibly uncomfortable position when you asked me if I was gay in the car, and I gave you an honest answer. But you don't seem to be able to believe me. When you made that comment about going to a strip club for my birthday, I was insulted. If Cindy wasn't there I would have said something to you, but instead I held my tongue. I wish you would just accept me instead of hoping I will become someone I'm not."

I know, it's not exactly perfect. If you guys have any advice that would be great...

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ps. Cindy is my mum's friend who came down from Maine, she's been staying in our camper out in the yard with her 3 daughters. Ugh, girls are kind of annoying.

Went to the doctor today...

...because of my ear (again). I went to urgent care a few weeks ago and they gave me ear drops for an infection in my ear canal. Well there's still something there apparently, they flushed out my ear with peroxide and water this time, and prescribed me more ear drops. Ear drops are so creepy though D:


And to keep you all entertained, I've taken some photos of another dragon ;D
Here they are: 1, 2, and 3.
This dragon is one that I bought when I was in France at one of the castles (I don't remember which one though). I thought it looked awesome and had to have it :D

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