It's only fair!

Well I posted photos of my dog on here, so I figured it's only fair that I tell you I also have a pet bird. lol
She's a parrotlet, and she's handicapped. Like, the tendons slipped in her feet so they don't close, so she can't climb. We lay a blanket at the bottom of her cage and she sits on it and stuff, and she also flies up to sit on her perches. Shes adorable. She like, waddles on the table too haha.

Well some photos of her

^You can see my hand :D (I need to clip my fingernails...)

^ Eek. You can see my shirt. Haha I feel fat now.

^ She climbed into a (nearly empty) cereal bowl and started eating the cereal left on the side. Hehe.

So that's my parrotlet :)

hugs!

Can't think of a good and/or witty/funny title.

When I was ~15 years old, I thought I had depression and I asked my mother (several times) to speak to a psychiatrist. She just shrugged it off and told me I was imagining it. (wtf who says that to their kid)

And then when she asked if I was gay and I said yes, 'maybe I should talk to someone if I am confused.'

This pisses me off.


Sorry for the random babble.

wtf

Jeremy says:
hi, you added me?
Eddie says:
hi how are you today?
Jeremy says:
not bad, you?
Eddie says:
my name is paris I'm doing great today I'm 21 yrs old how old are you?
Jeremy says:
20
Eddie says:
listen hun, I am just about to start my webcam show with jen, come chat me there in my chat room? We can cyber, I will get naked if u do..lol!
Jeremy says:
...no
Eddie says:
I can show u how to watch free if u promise not to tell anyone else how to do it???PLEASE



At this point I blocked them.
So I think I've had my first msn spammer :O

Epididymitis

So like a week ago my left testicle had a bit of pain in it. I thought maybe I was just being paranoid after reading Josh's blog posts about having pain down there and shrugged it off as imagined the first couple times. Then I was like okay maybe I slept on it wrong. But wednesday night (I was dog-sitting for my uncle at the time) it became a constant ache. And last night (thursday) I pretty much cried myself to sleep cause of the pain. So this morning I went to the doctor, and it turns out I have epididymitis, which is apparently inflammation caused by some kind of infection. So now I'm on an antibiotic and waiting for that to start bringing the pain level down.


In other news, my mom was telling me about how my father should take me to a strip club for my 21st birthday. And all I said was 'no.' And she said 'why you might like it, you never know' and I just said 'no.' She wouldn't freaking just let it go! I'm like wtf.

I'm considering confronting her about it. I had formed this conversation in my head with me saying something like this:
"Look, you put me in an incredibly uncomfortable position when you asked me if I was gay in the car, and I gave you an honest answer. But you don't seem to be able to believe me. When you made that comment about going to a strip club for my birthday, I was insulted. If Cindy wasn't there I would have said something to you, but instead I held my tongue. I wish you would just accept me instead of hoping I will become someone I'm not."

I know, it's not exactly perfect. If you guys have any advice that would be great...

hugs

ps. Cindy is my mum's friend who came down from Maine, she's been staying in our camper out in the yard with her 3 daughters. Ugh, girls are kind of annoying.

Not coming off

Well I went to the dentist today. He says the left crown has a bit more movement than the other but since they are not attached to posts (they are only cemented on) if it was loose it would pop off rather easily. He said that I might be grinding my teeth in my sleep, so he wants me to wear a nighttime mouth guard. If the tooth tightens back up in about a week then thats what the problem was. :/

So there's a pretty new blogger that I've been talking to, so I think you should go visit WkBoy714.
He's a really sweet english boy and if you're mean to him then I will have to hurt you.


Since I don't really have anything else to put in this post, here's another instrumental song that I like.



And mirrorboy has demanded a list of all of my video games (that is going to take ages, just so you know) so that will come... eventually >_>

hugs

I chuckled

I just showered. :)

But before that, I was outside helping my father carry in a load of wood (we use our fireplace during the winter to conserve oil) and I came across one piece with another piece coming off of it. So I pointed it at my brother like a gun, right? And he looked at me and said (very sarcastically) "Are you trying to shoot me with your wood?"

I put my head down and chuckled (for quite a while I might add).
Jeez his mind is like as dirty as mine lol. And hes only 14 >_>

So I spent most of today helping to tint windows. Even though we didn't make much progress cause it's really time consuming.
But we did put that fuel cell back together :)
I took photos

^ That is the membrane that separates the gasses. It's essentially what generates electricity. You can see that it's burned at the top. So clearly we were right about the bad ones :) (You also get to see my gloved hand :P)

^ That is the fuel cell (on its side) that we have taken apart. Yeah it looks pretty boring, oh well.^ And that is what it looks like once we put it back together.

We haven't tested to see if it works yet, the RTV still has to try and set and stuff. So we're gonna test it tomorrow I think. Hopefully it works :)

Last thing- I think one of my crowns is coming loose :( It feels weird and I first felt it when I was drinking tea on wednesday morning. But lo and behold, the dentist is on vacation this week. Just my luck :/
So I have an appointment with him on monday. Yeah I'm a bit worried because that tooth has been root canaled, and it's not supposed to have feeling, much less hot/cold sensitivity.

Anyway thats all I've got for right now.

hugs

Updated & Weird Dreams

Well I updated my profile.. it even has a new random question hehe :P

Yeah, I also had a dream that I was bottoming last night :O
Which surprises me cause I've never put anything up there, so I wouldn't even know what it feels like to dream about lol. And I don't even know who the other person was! It was so random.

Then I had another dream that I was sitting in a booth at a bar >__>
And I was there with a girl that I knew from high school (I haven't seen her in 3 years) so I was like.... lol what? For some reason I was drinking a beer too. And I've never had beer so I wouldn't know what it tastes like. And I think she was trying to hit on me or something >__> I don't remember it very clearly.

So yeah anyone know what these dreams mean? hahaha they confused the hell out of me.

hugs!