I haven't really been writing anything of substance here lately, I kind of lost interest in having a blog. I actually started to keep a journal on my iPod touch, which is a place I can write anything and nobody will see it. However, the most recent thing that I wrote (which was earlier today) I felt was something that I could put here as well...
Every personality test that I have ever taken pegs me as a loner. The type of person that is shy and withdrawn and hates crowds and people. In general though, I DO like to be around people. The problem is that I've been betrayed too many times, and now I find it almost impossible to completely trust anyone. I find it difficult to even justify speaking to a psychologist (I still have not spoken to one). The only reason I put it here, is because here I am anonymous. Although a few people have figured out who I am, and that might be one of the reasons that I don't post here much anymore.
I think that possibly one of the most accurate personality tests I've taken was the one on facebook (I believe it is this: facebook.com/mypersonality). I can share if it people want, it's posted publicly on my facebook page, but I don't intend to put it in this post (or link to my facebook page >_>)...
There's only one person that I currently trust completely, but unfortunately we aren't able to talk much recently...
Oh and I feel like I have to add, this heat wave in the northeast is killing me, what the hell is with over 95 degrees?! D:< Seriously, I couldn't sleep last night because it was so hot.
Oh and belated happy 4th of july for americans >_>
6 comments:
I think it is possible to be a loner and still like to be around people. I think that's how I am. I realized maybe twenty or thirty years ago that I can be very happy in a group of people, especially but not only if at least one of them is somebody I'm attracted to. In such situations, I'm perfectly content just to be there. I don't feel the need to be active in the conversation. It's enough just to listen to what others are saying. But I'm also perfectly happy to be alone much of the time, and I'm definitely shy and withdrawn. That's why it's so easy for me to just sit and listen to other people.
Thanks to some group therapy, I have partially come out of my shell, and I find it easier to participate, but the basic personality is still there.
I'm sorry that your experiences make it so difficult for you to trust people. Psychologists have high professional standards. They won't betray what you tell them.
If you don't have A/C, be sure to have a fan. Just having the air circulating around you helps cool you off. And a window fan is very helpful at night. Ideally you have two windows. The fan is used as an exhaust fan to draw the hot air out one window, and the cooler night air flows in through the other one.
I am sorry you have this lack of confidence + John gave you some good advice I think :-) all the best
Well the on thing i want more in the world is to have lots of fulfilling relationships with all sorts of people, but i still have a social anxiety disorder so i find that the absolute hardest thing in the world to do.
I know that speaking to a psychologist has helped me in ways i can't even begin to explain.
Something to consider.
*hugs* :3
one* :S
I'm sorry that you feel like you can't be as open on here as you used to. Trust is a difficult thing, for many of us I suspect. How have you been betrayed too many times before? You certainly don't have to answer that here.
I think talking to a psychologist is definitely worthwhile. Also, I haven't seen you online in a while (maybe we're just signing on at different times?).
It's pretty hot and humid here too, though not as bad as 95 degrees. o_O
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