Epididymitis

So like a week ago my left testicle had a bit of pain in it. I thought maybe I was just being paranoid after reading Josh's blog posts about having pain down there and shrugged it off as imagined the first couple times. Then I was like okay maybe I slept on it wrong. But wednesday night (I was dog-sitting for my uncle at the time) it became a constant ache. And last night (thursday) I pretty much cried myself to sleep cause of the pain. So this morning I went to the doctor, and it turns out I have epididymitis, which is apparently inflammation caused by some kind of infection. So now I'm on an antibiotic and waiting for that to start bringing the pain level down.


In other news, my mom was telling me about how my father should take me to a strip club for my 21st birthday. And all I said was 'no.' And she said 'why you might like it, you never know' and I just said 'no.' She wouldn't freaking just let it go! I'm like wtf.

I'm considering confronting her about it. I had formed this conversation in my head with me saying something like this:
"Look, you put me in an incredibly uncomfortable position when you asked me if I was gay in the car, and I gave you an honest answer. But you don't seem to be able to believe me. When you made that comment about going to a strip club for my birthday, I was insulted. If Cindy wasn't there I would have said something to you, but instead I held my tongue. I wish you would just accept me instead of hoping I will become someone I'm not."

I know, it's not exactly perfect. If you guys have any advice that would be great...

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ps. Cindy is my mum's friend who came down from Maine, she's been staying in our camper out in the yard with her 3 daughters. Ugh, girls are kind of annoying.

Not coming off

Well I went to the dentist today. He says the left crown has a bit more movement than the other but since they are not attached to posts (they are only cemented on) if it was loose it would pop off rather easily. He said that I might be grinding my teeth in my sleep, so he wants me to wear a nighttime mouth guard. If the tooth tightens back up in about a week then thats what the problem was. :/

So there's a pretty new blogger that I've been talking to, so I think you should go visit WkBoy714.
He's a really sweet english boy and if you're mean to him then I will have to hurt you.


Since I don't really have anything else to put in this post, here's another instrumental song that I like.



And mirrorboy has demanded a list of all of my video games (that is going to take ages, just so you know) so that will come... eventually >_>

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I chuckled

I just showered. :)

But before that, I was outside helping my father carry in a load of wood (we use our fireplace during the winter to conserve oil) and I came across one piece with another piece coming off of it. So I pointed it at my brother like a gun, right? And he looked at me and said (very sarcastically) "Are you trying to shoot me with your wood?"

I put my head down and chuckled (for quite a while I might add).
Jeez his mind is like as dirty as mine lol. And hes only 14 >_>

So I spent most of today helping to tint windows. Even though we didn't make much progress cause it's really time consuming.
But we did put that fuel cell back together :)
I took photos

^ That is the membrane that separates the gasses. It's essentially what generates electricity. You can see that it's burned at the top. So clearly we were right about the bad ones :) (You also get to see my gloved hand :P)

^ That is the fuel cell (on its side) that we have taken apart. Yeah it looks pretty boring, oh well.^ And that is what it looks like once we put it back together.

We haven't tested to see if it works yet, the RTV still has to try and set and stuff. So we're gonna test it tomorrow I think. Hopefully it works :)

Last thing- I think one of my crowns is coming loose :( It feels weird and I first felt it when I was drinking tea on wednesday morning. But lo and behold, the dentist is on vacation this week. Just my luck :/
So I have an appointment with him on monday. Yeah I'm a bit worried because that tooth has been root canaled, and it's not supposed to have feeling, much less hot/cold sensitivity.

Anyway thats all I've got for right now.

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Updated & Weird Dreams

Well I updated my profile.. it even has a new random question hehe :P

Yeah, I also had a dream that I was bottoming last night :O
Which surprises me cause I've never put anything up there, so I wouldn't even know what it feels like to dream about lol. And I don't even know who the other person was! It was so random.

Then I had another dream that I was sitting in a booth at a bar >__>
And I was there with a girl that I knew from high school (I haven't seen her in 3 years) so I was like.... lol what? For some reason I was drinking a beer too. And I've never had beer so I wouldn't know what it tastes like. And I think she was trying to hit on me or something >__> I don't remember it very clearly.

So yeah anyone know what these dreams mean? hahaha they confused the hell out of me.

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Where I blog from :P

Mmk so it appears I've been tagged by Torchy :P
And it was Tyler's idea.

^These two photos are pretty much the same except the flash is on in the second one.. I like it with the flash on better honestly. Yeah I'm aware that my monitor is a dinosaur, I need a new one D: Also you can see a bunch of my dragons that I haven't posted yet :O

^Occasionally I sit on my bed with my laptop and talk on msn/blog/do other stuff... this also happens to be where I wank ;D

So I didn't technically lie about posting dragon photos in this post right? :P I will get to it more next time hopefully.

So I guess I have to tag some people, don't I? So here goes:

Aek: The Masks We Wear
James: Just Me
Joe: Beneath an Orange Sky
Dan: Daily Dan
Matt: Rhythym Changes
Deadwing: One False Move

Some of you have probably been tagged already, but I'm way too lazy to go through every single blog to make sure lol :P
You don't *have* to participate, but I will be sad if you don't.

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What.

So, I didn't post it here but I went to see Transformers 2 last week :P I liked it.

But during the previews, someone did something (I can't remember exactly what) and I said "I would never do that." So my mom turns to me and says "Why? The girls like it."
And I was like
.......................

Why the hell would I lie about something like this? I mean, she asked ME, it's not like I went to her and told her! If she's not going to believe me when I say yes then why the fuck did she ask me in the first place?

ARGH
I'm frustrated.


Oh and tomorrow is July 4th, so Happy Independence Day for all the US bloggers :)

I'll try to get some more dragon photos in my next post, I've been lazy about them...

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Work :O

Well I haven't been able to get a job for the summer, so I have sort of a psuedo-job now. My uncle is taking me to work with him to volunteer my time (at least I will have something to put on my resume, aye?) Too bad I don't get paid though lol.

He works at the fuel cell center at UConn (University of Connecticut) and some pretty cool projects go on there :) He helps both undergrad and grad students with their projects, so it's cool. They also do lots of research there.

Well they've had a fuel cell there that was put together as a senior project some number of years ago, and it isn't working. So I spent most of today figuring out what was wrong, and taking it apart to fix :D
But the taking apart part of it was SOO tedious, it took most of the day lol. It was all glued together and crap so I sat there for hours with a razor trying to get the glue off WITHOUT cutting into the membrane (which is soft graphite). So yeah that was interesting.

Well we measured the voltage across each membrane in it (there are 10) and figured out that the two in the center are the ones that are not working. So they have to be replaced (which is good cause they only have two spares lol)

Okay I'm sure I've just bored most of you to death so I won't go on anymore lol


Oh yeah and when we were on the way there the roads were flash flooded D:
It was like trying to drive in a river... way too much water.


One last thing :)
One of the students there was a really fukn hot boy :)
He was like... adorable and so perfect lol. I had to work hard not to just stare at him the entire time I was there.
And he's my age too :O
;D

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